Watched them stop at the flower shop. Watched Avery pick out another bouquet.
Then I parked and went inside. I took the stairs to the third floor and walked straight to room 312.
I waited outside for five minutes. Then I took a deep breath.
And I opened the door.
I followed them to the hospital again.
Ryan and Avery were standing next to the hospital bed.
They both froze when they saw me.
Avery’s face went white. “MOM..?”
But I wasn’t looking at her.
I was looking at the man in the bed.
“MOM..?”
He was thin, pale, and hooked up to an IV. It was David… my ex-husband.
For a second, nobody spoke.
Then Avery started crying. “Mom, I’m so sorry. I wanted to tell you, but…”
“What is he doing here?”
Ryan stepped forward. “Sheila, let me explain.”
“Explain what? Why you’ve been bringing my daughter to see him behind my back?”
He was thin, pale, and hooked up to an IV.
“Because he’s dying,” Ryan confessed.
The words hit me like a slap. I looked at David. He was watching me with tired eyes.
“Sheila,” he said softly. “I know you don’t want to see me. But I needed to see Avery. Just once more.”
“Once more?”
Ryan took a breath. “He has stage four cancer. He reached out to me a few weeks ago. Showed up outside my office. He told me he didn’t have much time left. And he wanted to spend his last days with Avery.”
“He’s dying.”
I stared at Ryan. “And you didn’t think to tell me?”
“I was going to.”
“Going to?”
“But Avery begged me not to. She was scared you’d say no.”
I turned to Avery. She was sobbing now. “I just wanted to see him, Mom. I know he hurt you. I know he left us. But he’s still my dad. And he’s dying.”
My heart ached as I looked at David. He looked so different from the man I’d married.
Thinner. Older. Broken.
“Avery begged me not to.”
I remembered the day I learned he’d been cheating on me with his secretary, someone 10 years younger than me. He’d chosen her over us. Packed his things and left without looking back. Avery was only nine years old then.
“You left us,” I snapped. “You walked away from your daughter like she didn’t matter.”
David’s eyes filled with tears. “I know. I was a coward. I was selfish. And I’ve regretted it every single day since.”
“Then why didn’t you come back? Why didn’t you fight for her?”
“Because I didn’t think I deserved to.”
I remembered the day I learned he’d been cheating on me.
Avery stepped forward. “Mom, please. I’m not asking you to forgive him. I’m just asking you to let me be here. For him. Please.”
I looked at my daughter. At the desperation in her eyes.
“Please, Mom.”
I turned and walked out of the room.
I couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t think.
I took the elevator down, got in my car, and drove home.
“I’m just asking you to let me be here.”
***
Ryan and Avery came home an hour later. They found me sitting at the kitchen table, staring at nothing.
Avery sat down across from me. “I’m sorry, Mom. I know I should’ve told you.”
“Why didn’t you?”
“Because I was scared you’d be hurt. And I didn’t want to hurt you.”
“So you lied instead.”
“I didn’t lie. I just… didn’t tell you.”
“So you lied instead.”
Ryan sat down beside me. “Sheila, I’m sorry. I should’ve told you from the beginning. But Avery was so desperate to see him when I told her everything. And I didn’t know how to say no.”
I looked at him. “You’re her stepfather. Not her accomplice.”
“You’re right. I crossed a line. Not just with Avery… with you. As your husband, I should’ve told you the truth. I should’ve trusted that you’d handle it. Instead, I went behind your back. And that was wrong.”
“You’re her stepfather. Not her accomplice.”
“It wasn’t just wrong, Ryan. That man broke my heart.”
“I’m sorry, Sheila. I betrayed your trust. And I know that.”
I looked at both of them. “You should’ve trusted me. Both of you.”
“I know, Mom,” Avery whispered. “I’m sorry.”
***
That night, I couldn’t sleep again.
“You should’ve trusted me. Both of you.”
I kept thinking about David. About how thin he looked. How tired.
About how little time he had left.
I thought about Avery. About how much she needed this. How much it would mean to her to have these last moments with her father.
And I realized something.
It wasn’t about me. It was about her.
I kept thinking about David.
***
So, the following afternoon, I walked into the kitchen.
Ryan and Avery were sitting at the table.
“I’m coming with you today.”
They both looked up, surprised.
“To the hospital?” Avery asked.
“Yes.”
“Are you sure?”
“No. But I’m coming, anyway.”
“I’m coming with you today.”
I went to the counter and pulled out a pie dish. David’s favorite blueberry pie.
I’d made it that morning.
It wasn’t forgiveness. Not yet. But it was a start.
***
When we walked into room 312, David looked up.
His eyes widened when he saw me. “Sheila?”
I set the pie on the table beside his bed. “This doesn’t erase anything.”
It wasn’t forgiveness.
He swallowed. “I know.”
“Good.”
“I deserve that.”
“You’re right… for once.”
I sat down in the chair across from him. “I’m not here for you. I’m here for Avery. So she doesn’t have to sneak around anymore.”
“I understand.”
“I’m not here for you.”
Avery and Ryan sat beside me and took my hand.
We sat there in silence for a while. Just the four of us.
It wasn’t comfortable. It wasn’t easy.
But it was honest.
***
Over the following few weeks, we visited David together.
I didn’t forgive him. I’m not sure I ever will.
But I let Avery have her time with him. And slowly, I started to see why she needed it.
It wasn’t comfortable. It wasn’t easy.
Nothing felt simple anymore. But Avery laughed again. She slept better. She stopped sneaking around.
Last night, as I tucked her into bed, she hugged me tightly.
“I’m glad you didn’t say no, Mom,” she whispered.
I kissed her forehead.
Love doesn’t always fix the past.
Sometimes, it just gives us the strength to face whatever comes next.
Love doesn’t always fix the past.
